So I been a bit crazy lately. I been insanely motivated to do some personal work on the side. I think mainly the reason why is to keep my mind busy so I don’t sit around thinking about all the BS going on in my life. So here are some news!
infinite synthesis //: depereo cover
A new Infinite Synthesis book is coming out soon. This is the sequel to the infamous “dawn” book that is currently available to view 100% free. Infinite Synthesis //: Depereo is going to be the final book that closes the Infinite Synthesis Project for good. It has been quite a while since I released anything Infinite Synthesis related, and I am excited for this to be done.
Infinite Synthesis //: Depereo is going to focus on using art and design tactic as an revenge mechanism. I am not a vengeful person per say, but I feel that the subject matters being talked about in Depereo is something that I need to do to get it off my chest. I think that there is nothing more powerful than using art and design to communicate about someone and what they have done to affect you in a strong way. How would you feel if you knew that there is a product out there that was written and designed strictly based on you? Welcome to the power of graphic design communication.
Depereo will be coming out in mid November, if not early December.
hana promo
On another news, the past year I have been working on another book totally not based on Infinite Synthesis Project. This is called “Hana” and it will be a book that features some high quality photography collection of mine. When the book comes out, the photographs will be available to download free of charge, but non-commercial usage. This book too shall be released in late November if not early December.
Be excited. It should be good. And get ready for revenge with imagery.
Dreaminfinity.com will be 10 years old on November 18th! Thats right, this domain has been up for 10 years now. Thank you for all the continuous support on this domain for all these years. This site is not even close to being closed down!
Special thanks to who have supported me physically, emotionally, with love, and in friendship the past 2 years to keep dreaminfinity.com alive and kicking.
Kristin Wohlhueter
Eric Sensel
Jennifer Leigh Adams
Emily Watson
Rachel Flannigan
Monique Prives
Colin Glover
Kathy Utsunomiya
Patrick Utsunomiya
Aimee Arizumi
Thomas Shannon
James Donaman
Stephanie Woodard
Steven Lee
Anthony James Brody
My family
My relatives
Media Temple
And all my fans during infinite synthesis project! Thank you for the massive e-mail and interest in my future projects. I wouldn’t continue this without you!
Infinite synthesis project (dreaminfinity.com version 14) was a communication tactic of the world falling apart around you. It was exactly that, that was happening around me. The vast world that I was surrounded in, the only thing that made me comfortable was to stroll on my own through the twilight of Los Angeles. Infinite synthesis was a project based on one single imagery, distorted into many elements of messages. It was calculated in every scale to tell the story of your decaying perspective of the outside world. It was nothing more and nothing less.
Infinite synthesis project told more than just design imagery. It told a story. From left to right of the navigation, it told the story of myself who made poor judgments in result of a death of someone very close to me. That day, the whole world just collapsed under my arms. It felt as if nothing was left for me but a small fragment of her memory. It felt like a long time when I actually felt this intense love for someone just perish away in matter of days. This was far more than just a break up. This was my life being taken away slowly. As infinite as the world was to me, it was in my own hands to break apart that world and project it into a distorted imagery under my perspective realm. Nothing felt the same anymore.
This whole project was conceived in less than a month. Although it would be a lie to say that I did not have the basic website code structure already completed. The infinite synthesis project was not suppose to be what it is today. It was the year 2005, when the whole project went under heavy consideration. As I designed the site from scratch over and over again after many attempted design directions, the design of the site changed in matter of weeks in June of 2006. It was that day, when the person who meant dear to me was in deep sickness. There were no hopes of recovery, there were no hopes of any life left untouched. There was nothing. The design direction of the site went from something completely neutral to a story about life and death, and how it plagued me to become someone I am not proud of till this day.
“Her eyes were as black as the sun”
The sad thing behind this is, at that time I forgot how to love. It felt as if it was pointless to love someone. When in time it will all be lost. All good things must come to and end and I was just fucking tired of it. Nothing was worth it anymore. Endless nights of drinking myself to sorrow, endless nights of meeting and sleeping with a woman I had absolutely no care for. Endless nights of every mistake I can possibly make that I said I wouldn’t make. Endless nights of regret and shame. Everything was going down hill.
It took the whole two years to recover through the period of being content with the fact that I lost something very important. It was in January of 2008, where I actually felt as if I accepted that faith and I needed to grow bolder and stronger. It was that time where I felt that I needed to tell a story of the aftermath and side missions I took on.
During the course of my endless adventures into the night with my sadness and depression, I encountered many different people who were forgetting about life. Call it the environment I was in, but the endless nights of drinking happened in bars where many people sought after other activities after their own endless night. I met people who was just plain too jaded to continue on with life. I met people who just felt that life is to live under being “high”. It was this time period where I came across the idea that being depressed was a “normal” thing, without getting any type of therapy or help to over come my loss. Methamphetamine, painkillers, and cocaine, were the norm for these people. The restless dead just walking amongst the streets without care or understanding.
I didn’t touch any of the drugs I mentioned above. I am too weak and a coward to do something that will mess up my good of health. However, I cannot forget what I learned through that course of time that life is not what it is for everyone. Life is not just this straight focused picture of success. Life can be distorted into infinite amount of synthetic imagery that cannot be fixed.
As that twilight continued, it was up to me to find some sort of light to break away from this pure depressed scenery. It was up to me to open up the sky to shed light upon myself and understand that life can go on even after the biggest loss.
It was difficult for me to love again, but with this light, there is some hope and answers out there. This is the story of a man in a struggle to find the light. This is the story of a man in struggle to find the path to answers. This is the story of a man consumed in twilight, with nothing but endless nocturne haunting him. This is the story of a man opening up the sky to understand the true value of life and love. Although life is not immortal, love is. Love is bulletproof and that thin line of love and hate is up to you to decide. This is the story of the consistent understanding that life has more to offer than man made chemicals that morph your brain. I would like to show you what I saw. I would like to show you Twilight Nocturne. We will open up the sky soon…
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